You are doomed. And you know it, you just don’t want to admit it.
You won’t be any less of a person if you say sorry, accept your wrong, and acknowledge the efforts of every person who made your life less difficult. Yes, a leader is humane just like his subordinates, unless you learn to be like one you can’t be good enough.
Perhaps, I’m just a novice, an apprentice; who has not reached that far – but my lenses see the truth and it can’t be wrong.